Aila Tseytlin

Dear ****, what I enjoy most is solving puzzles. One of the puzzles I solved is the puzzle of how to monetize all information on the internet. Basically It’s making a living from the desire of all human beings to give. As a waitress, that’s how I financed my degree. As a young person whose […]

יומן אישי אוגוסט 2022

I had a dream. I dreamed I was laying on a bed. I was naked. The bed sheets had drawings of ships, like for children. The sheets were old and dirty. There was a man laying next to my. I realized I was going to be hurt. I wasn’t scared. There was no use for […]

Go fuck yourselfs, You noble creatures! I don’t want any help. I never asked for it. And if I did I take it back. “Love” is no reward for me. So stop chanting I deserve it. If you have the answers than why are you so obsessed with me? I never felt alone, Just isolated. […]

How can I make you love me?What does your creature want?  What you have. If he had what you have I would have peace. But He can’t get it out of you so I will destroy yours. And love you. Ok

What did he die of? He was so young… his whole life ahead of him. So talented, so bright. He meant so much to so many. He could have given us so much more. But what would he have gotten? What did he want? To save us? To save himself from us? To be safe among us? […]

Shooting through the air she folds her wings to avoid friction. Like a cannonball flying higher and higher until she loses momentum and starts to drop. Half way down she unfolds, spreading her wings, letting the wind catch her and carry her effortlessly back to the top. The birds are having a wind party. Leaping […]

My beautiful perfect wonder. You are the reason I was. The reason I spent my whole life searching. I was on a mission to build you, to gather the many different pieces that could create the chamber that would proudly hold a part of my soul. And not just hold but use! Improve! Perfect! You […]

Frome the place you have been put, you’re viewed as right. You are the ruler. You are the judge. You have all the privileges and only one obligation, not to slip.Never ever be the fool, never the ignorant one, never the pupil. Always be on guard, be pure, be grateful. The only rest you get […]

two men met on a bus going north. They both served in the IDF in the first Lebanon war in 1982. One is an artist who’s now living in pardes hana, painting and smoking weed. He’s not smoking weed because he’s a hippie artist. He’s got a prescription. He needs it to cope with post […]

I put a sticker around the button so they’ll remember to flush. They didn’t. I mean they did not forget. They just grow this way. Testing and retesting. What happens if I do this ..? And now? What if I do it now? Is it still not allowed? And now?I realize now that I didn’t […]