Aila Tseytlin

יש להם שקע בכתף.יש להם משקעים בלב.יש להם זעם בבטן.יש להם תקווה בעיניים.יש להם עוד שנים רבות לחיות.יש להם עוד ילדים לעשות. מי יתן ויהיה להם כוח. יש להם צלצולים באוזניים.יש להם רעידות בידיים.יש להם צליעות ברגליים.יש להם תהילת עולם וחוב בבנק.יש להם אחריות לאומית ותו נכה.יש להם תמונה מטושטשת בניו יורק טיימס ומטרה על […]

איך אנחנו כל הזמן מפספסים את השלישי? כי הוא מתון? כי הוא שקט? לא.  כי הוא חדש. הוא לא מוכר ומאיים. הוא עול האחריות של יצירת עולם חדש שהחוקים והגבולות שבו טרם התקיימו.  אז אנחנו מושכים. מושכים ימינה ושמאלה, קדימה ואחורה, למעלה ולמטה העיקר לא לראות את שלישי. מאבק הכיוונים מסמא ומשכר ובעיקר מרגיש מוכר […]

I had a dream. I dreamed I was laying on a bed. I was naked. The bed sheets had drawings of ships, like for children. The sheets were old and dirty. There was a man laying next to my. I realized I was going to be hurt. I wasn’t scared. There was no use for […]

Go fuck yourselfs, You noble creatures! I don’t want any help. I never asked for it. And if I did I take it back. “Love” is no reward for me. So stop chanting I deserve it. If you have the answers than why are you so obsessed with me? I never felt alone, Just isolated. […]

How can I make you love me?What does your creature want?  What you have. If he had what you have I would have peace. But He can’t get it out of you so I will destroy yours. And love you. Ok

What did he die of? He was so young… his whole life ahead of him. So talented, so bright. He meant so much to so many. He could have given us so much more. But what would he have gotten? What did he want? To save us? To save himself from us? To be safe among us? […]

Shooting through the air she folds her wings to avoid friction. Like a cannonball flying higher and higher until she loses momentum and starts to drop. Half way down she unfolds, spreading her wings, letting the wind catch her and carry her effortlessly back to the top. The birds are having a wind party. Leaping […]

My beautiful perfect wonder. You are the reason I was. The reason I spent my whole life searching. I was on a mission to build you, to gather the many different pieces that could create the chamber that would proudly hold a part of my soul. And not just hold but use! Improve! Perfect! You […]

Frome the place you have been put, you’re viewed as right. You are the ruler. You are the judge. You have all the privileges and only one obligation, not to slip.Never ever be the fool, never the ignorant one, never the pupil. Always be on guard, be pure, be grateful. The only rest you get […]

На обратом пути я уберу за собойВсе нелепые мысли, все ненужные слёзыНа обратном пути я вымою ноги от растоптанный грязи по дороге в себяНа обратном пути я найду всё что выпала из рваных карманов и буду держать прижаты к грудиА сейчас дай мне уйтиМне надоТам холод и страхи и тьма беспредельная и я не могу […]

Sitting on a pile of broken glass until my time is overI do not wish it to be soI do not want the gloryThe promise of all conquered peaks won’t move me from my shameful throneIf on this path of victory I am to walk alone

where is my queen?Whay are you at my feetIn pieces?How did I and up here so fare away from home?With youSo quiteSo quickAll goneDon’t ask me. You knowAnd it is better left unsaidI sit here at the ruins of my… AllYou are welcome to sit here beside me. You are welcome to leaveGive me your […]